You're breaking my heart. Every single Goddamned day, and you don't even know it. You chase these idiotic people who will NEVER reciprocate your feelings, and you keep pushing for them until you exhaust your heart and soul just trying to achieve an ounce of acceptance. And then when you try to spill your feelings like an overflowing river, you get rejected, you get told that you don't have to discuss it. Well what if you DO want to discuss it? Which was the point of bringing up the topic in the first place... My dear, you just get told to keep it in and fester until your every thought is consumed by the possibilities, the actions that effect every possibility...and still, you can never discuss it. No matter how much pain, or disappointment, or sorrow you're going through, you still have to keep it all to yourself, because YOU DON'T MATTER TO THEM. Because they want someone else, someone else who is as unattainable to them as they are to you.
Oh wait...I forgot.
We're two of a kind.
I've been here since day one. I haven't used you to make myself look cool. I haven't used you to bolster my popularity. I haven't used you for any personal benefit of mine.
I've been here because I. LOVE. YOU. You don't seem to understand that, so let me make myself clear.
If you were dead broke, I'd give you my last $100 so you could help yourself, leaving me to be the financially struggling one.
If you came down with some fatal disease, I wouldn't abandon you, like the rest of those girls would. I'd see you every day. I'd bring you your favorite movie and watch it with you until one of us fell asleep. I'd bring you your favorite food and drink in an attempt to lift your spirits.
If you had your heartbroken, I'd do anything to fix it. ANYTHING. I'd let you cry on me, stay at my house, use my car, take everything I had...if it would only make you happy again for a moment.
I would literally take a bullet for you.
But I'm not sure you'd do the same for me.
Everyone we know says we should be together. Why are you so adverse to it?
I can love you. I can love you like you've always wanted.
Just please...give me the chance I deserve.
I'm not sure how much more my heart can take of you walking all over it.
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