Saturday, June 6, 2009

I'm Done.

You're the whiniest person I've EVER met.
NOTHING is as bad as you make it seem.

Just because your sister's being a bitch, doesn't mean you have to become a bitch too.
It's called TAKING YOURSELF OUT OF THE SITUATION.
And just because someone's had a harder life than you doesn't give you the right to shut them down when they try to make you realize that your life isn't that bad.
But noooooooooooooo, GOD forbid you get a reality check every now and then.

:<
You just keep pushing and pushing, and soon, no one will want to be around you anymore.
Keep it coming, boy, you're just digging your own grave.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Secreto Dos.

If I can't see the veins on my hand stick out while I write, or move my hand, I do a major calorie cut for that week and work out twice as much as normal.
(:

Secret Uno.

I think the reason why I can't get over him is because he's the only male influence in my life who HASN'T LEFT ME yet.

Monday, June 1, 2009

From You, Through Them, To Me.

"Sorry I was kinda mean this morning."

"It's okay, you had every right to be. I just think I'd feel more comfortable with people I know, and my dad would probably like it better. We DEFINITELY are going to chill at warped. If everyone goes, it'll be me, you, Ashlynn, Stevie, and Chloe, and Stefani. Plus Cody, and some of my other friends."

" I know it'd be more comfortable for you. I was just looking forward to spending time with you without a ton of other people. But if it'll ease your dad, and make you more comfortable then it's okay."

"Sorry. Well, we're still gonna hang, k? And yah, it would ease things with my dad a lot."

"Don't be sorry. Okay, well that's good. Whatever works for you."

"Well I made you upset...
Okay."

"...Yeah, but I should've thought more about where you were coming from, and I shouldn't have gotten so riled up about it in the first place."

"Well isn't Amanda coming? Cuz that's another reason that would make me uncomfortable. Well, I forgive you."

"No. She thinks Warped Tour is stupid. That's why I was so surprised chloe said she was going. Chloe and Amanda used to be best friends.
Hey, do you think we could get together over summer and work on the AP project?"

"Oh okay. Yah, maybe we could work on the collage together."

I HATE MYSELF FOR NEVER SAYING NO TO YOU.
AND I HATE MYSELF FOR LETTING YOU DO WHATEVER THE FUCK IS CONVENIENT FOR YOU.